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New Year
This
first day of the new year has been depressed as most of the days of the
last year. Nothing went as expected last night except for it ending
with me in my bed alone at 9 in the morning. Had an ok time went to
Max's and there find out everybody is at Todd's house, where I suffered
one of my worst puking sessions over the summer. No drinking until 12
which is not what I wanted, having to share the champagne Zane and I
bought with 15 people so I had one glass. Had a good time anyway but
was a little peeved I wasn't told where to go.
We Left there
and ended up at a party in the middle of Brooklyn. Hipster/punk loft
housing in the middle of a ghetto black neighborhood gentrification
but will most likely live in a place like that at some point in my
life. Went to get beer which should have been a five second trip but
turned into a halfhour waiting for Zane and his friends began an
annoyed feeling which disappeared for awhile. It helped that Zane's
friends were 2 cute girls, flirty girls even. Returned to a party that
had exploded from 5 people into dozens. Talked/danced with some
Canadian female DJs. Very attractive one named Jess made amorous
movements my way until she went into the bathroom and ran out with some
random dude, highly annoying. Went for a bit of search for her and
stopped to help a puking girl... also named Jess if I remember
correctly, lost track of her as the party ended at that moment. So went
to some random guy's place for a little. This is where the night got a
bit annoying for me.
The alcohol sloshing in my stomach began
to warp my mind. This is also when I did my best to sperate Zane's
love interest, Kat, from the boy she seemed to have plans with. This
involved a lot of yelling and telling people that we'd leave without
them and that I would pay for Wo Hop. This turned into a drunken
stumble to the L train which whisked us to 14th then to Canal. Another
stumble. This ended in disappointment as well when the holy Wo Hop
turned out to be closed. We then found some Dim sum. This is where I
continued my subtle flirting with Kat (yea I'm a bad friend) but
nothing came from that as she and Zane disappeared for a period of time
which annoyed the rest of us. This is the point we parted company Zane,
Matt, and I going in one direction and Kat and Jess (yes another Jess)
in another.
My temper began to get the best of me when Zane
seemed so joyful for his ability to kiss the girl he wanted to kiss...
I ditched him at a bus stop on his way to Max's. He went north as I
hopped on the 2 got home and felt very shitty.
I can only hope that my next year will be better than the last.
I could list why I felt my last year sucked but the answer is just that my ability to keep myself happy is serverely lacking.
Happy New Year and best wishes for it. Hail Eris and all that jazz | | |
| All set up once again a week without the internet is like a week with out telepathy how would we survive without that?
My new place is a cool victorian kinda house all cut up but still good looking was filthy before but now is pretty close to clean. Got 10 housemates right now all pretty cool in different ways. I have smoked more pot in this week than in my entire life all some of them do, especially the 2 irish squaters sleeping in rooms and on couches.
Ah feels like home
come by if in the area 84 Lowther 2 blocks north of bloor between st. george and Huron
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| I often dream of a girl, I dont know what girl but she's there. Her hair firery red cut to the nape of her neck but always put up to keep it away from her face. Her eyes burn with a mischevious fire ready to pounce on any oppertunity always going on the adventure that appers before her, she talks to all of those that cross her path, tightly holding my hand bringing me with her always even when I drag my feet staying toward the normal things in life. Her form is curvy and drawing my eyes to her constantly. I always give her small things I find in my normal wanderings clips in her hair, rings on her fingers, pins and shirts and bracelets and anything else found in the small stores of the world. We travel into the unknown together and never fear for we are together. She listens and talks to me we spend days just sitting talking, listening and watching. I dont even know when I dream about her she's just there in the back of my mind smiling at me and always beckoning me onward into the night she lets me know when I've missed an oppertunity. I know I'll find her someday I just hope its the day that I actually stop for a second to look at what's around me to see the infinate of life to know what is needed by me for me,
Damn girl is going to be the end of me
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| sleeping late way too much woke up a few minuties ago I always lose the day. i really gotta do more stuff in general.
And this is the worst 80s movie that comedy central has ever played
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| couldn't sleep have to work today frome 9-5 i'm going to die somewhere around 3
i'm very depressed for various reasons none fixable so dont even bother trying
gonna go make something to eat | | |
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